The CPer Look AKA What Pain Can Do To You

I just looked at myself in the bathroom mirror this morning and I look like I have been through hell and back. I have deep, dark circles under my eyes like I haven't slept for days. I mean I never sleep well at night and I wake up at least 2-3 times a night. But this morning I looked pale and just ill. I feel like just to look "normal" I would have to wear tons of makeup.
I guess it is the price you pay for being chronically ill.